Friendship not such an easy task......we can never avoid them we can never lie them we can never hurt them n finally we can't live without them......

Complications fled me away......

I am at such an stage that it feels like i need to give up! I want to run away from all these problems..... I no we should face our problems but how can any one b competitive with her own friends????

Impossible for me......

When till last time i was at 1st position, i did not care about any results which i had to face.... I was busy helping my friends out of their troubles. I was so damn busy helping them out that i did not realised that i m doing injustice with my own career. I helped my friends out of all the troubles but it was too late to realise that i myself was in a big mess.......

now in my vacations when i m alone i do have a question "have i done justice with myself?"

No answer is striking my mind........

I am in such a situation that i have done all the good to my friends and the worst to my own self.

I think that i am a good person..... but at some or the other point of view i think that i should have been a bit selfish.......

I was always busy making my friends the best one but i never realised that i m making my own life the worst one.........

I am in a very complex situation and i don't have any answer to my own questions!!!